The Newest News. "But I Say Love" Spiritual Songs and Hymns.
But, over the years, my internal compass has started pointing me back to the place where my faith journey began. Now, I am beginning to "embrace the mystery" (But, I say Love). I sing these songs now, (which I couldn't have just a few years ago) not with assurance, but with actual faith and with deep gratitude. I am thankful for the gift of intuition, sensing, and feeling things that are True because God knew my weakness would be trust and needing proof . After a time when He stepped back and allowed me to feel his absence, He is making Himself more tangible for me through progressively coming nearer so I can sense the difference. It is both a blessing and a curse to feel as deeply as I do. I feel overstimulated in this crazy world but also feel the energetic life force coming from a tree.
The music flows from these depths. And the Holy Spirit within my fragile humanity still believes even when I am unable. He trusts on my behalf. And slowly but surely, like a frightened child, I am edging closer to faith's door. Not because I fear Him, but because I am learning I don't have to. My prayer, practically on my face, a decade ago was for God to show me the truth so clearly and to please, please be so gentle with me that I would never be afraid to trust or unable to believe again.
I wish you well on your faith journey. Don't rush. He's got you. I hope this music will comfort you as it does me. I hope "I Miss the Way" will break your heart like it does mine. And my most excited hope is that my own song, "But I Say Love" will help you know that it's ok to not get it and that you will sigh a big sigh of release and PEACE.
Please share all of this with your friends, not for the sake of the music, but for the sake of healing and Light in the world today.